Sunday, October 15, 2006

I don't really know what to think now...
I miss school terribly :(
not the building actually, but the people.
I miss everything, jumping on the sink,
eating chicken rice secretly under the desk
during tutorials, ridiculous jokes in class,
sleeping everywhere, playing sodoku
for 1 week straight, looking at pretty
girls, talking weird stuff to the canteen
uncles and aunties, really cool teachers
climbing fences, gates and windows,
and so many more unmentionable, ridiculous stuff.
This is the second time I felt this way...
The first was leaving the team and joining
the alumni... Sigh

its such a confusing feeling, and I didn't even feel
this way when I left my secondary school or
primary school.

I really didn't even feel like leaving school on the
last day. We just hung around... Talking
and playing pranks.

Will I ever be able to relieve these 2 years
ever again?

Somehow I feel that the chain of events that
led me to this school is pre destined, and
I'm forever thankful for it... But till now,
I still cant settle down. Something still
twirling in my heart...

I must admit though, that i had pretty bad
grades these 2 years, but i really feel that
i have gained so much more, especially from
canoeing. I'll never ever regret these years,
and i really think i can honestly and truthfully
tell myself, that is 2 years are the best ever
in my life. (I dont want to grow old :( i dont
want to leave school )

I guess I'll pop down to school tomorrow.
Maybe I'll feel better.

Lucas out